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yo yall!
wut up, wow that yo yall thing was really retarded of me to say
sorry about that, honestly i am just updating because i never ever do and
i know people are going to give me shit, so how is everybody?????
i'm fine, my life is boring to the max
so yeah, thanksgiving break is next week thank god
i need a brake from school!! i hate school
there is way way way too much drama, and i think anyone that goes
to pali would agree with that statement
aight
peace out yall
haha just kidding
with lots of love and compassion,
nat
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[08 Nov 2004|10:16am] |
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hey
yo
howdy
hola
how!
hello
hi
wut up cuu?
haha
sorry about that i am sure that was annoying to read
but yeah
i'm sitting in info processing with jbug the thug and we are just chillin
but i got my permit today!
finally it only took me like 6 months to drag my ass into the dmv and even then i didnt think i was gonna pass because i took driving school like a million years ago and i havent really thought about all the shit i learned in quite some time
but wutev homes
i got my permit -6
and i know that i am way behind everybody else in the whole driving thing but i am also only turning 16 this thursday so can you blame me?
well ok mr simon is lurking in the shadows here somewhere
wow that guy can be creepy!
but before i go i would like to say congrats to mikki who also just got her permit (before me by three days but o well)
mikki matt was dissapointed that you arent going to be passenger for life
well peace out yall
and arent you proud of me that i updated and it wasnt a song??
because i am damn proud of myself!
<3333
nat
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[27 Oct 2004|09:31am] |
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this is the best/ and saddest song
its NOTHING BETTER
by: THE POSTAL SERVICE
Will someone please call a surgeon who can
crack my ribs and repair this broken heart that
you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over: I will block the door
like a goalie tending the net in the third quarter
of a tied-game of rivalry
So just say how to make it right
and I swear I'll do my best to comply
Tell me am I right to think that there could be
nothing better
then making you my bride and slowly growing
old together
I feel I must interject here, you're getting carried
away, feeling sorry for youself with these
revisions and gaps in history.
So let me help you remember. I've made charts
and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why I have to leave
So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling I love you so...
Tell me am I right to think that there could be
nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing
old together
don't you feed me lines about some idealistic
future
your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing
out the sutures
I admit that I have made mistakes and I swear
I'll never wrong you again
you've got a lure I can't deny, but you've had
your chance so say goodbye
has anyone ever heard this song?
i know that like a million of you have
<3333
nat
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[19 Oct 2004|06:25pm] |
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[Baby :]
Whats up Fresh , its our turn baby
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause i'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but im hood rich da dada dada da
[Baby :]
gotcha car play gems on shine, said its mine, get a mink, baby girl lets ride
You da Numba 1 stunna, and we gonna glide
and go straight to the mall, and turn out the inside
Prowler Gucci full length leather, Burbons cooler, cooly sweater
twenty inches pop my feather, The Bird man daddy i fly in any weather
Aligator seats with the head in the
inside
Swine on the dash, G-Wagon so Fly
Numba 1 dont tangle and twisle
when it come to these cars i am that nigga
The gucci with the matching interior
3 wheel ride with the tire in tha middle
Its Fresh and stunna and we like brothers,
We shine like paint daddy this our summer
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause i'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but i'm hood rich da dada dada da
[Fresh :]
Have you ever seen the crocidile seats in the truck ?
Turn around and sit it down and let em' bite ya butt
See the steering wheel is fenly dash board Armony
With Your baby moma playa is where u can find me
Pushing through the parking lot on 24's Cadilac Escalade with the chromed out nose
With the navivgation arrow headed straight to your spot
Where your wife really love me cause the sex is so hot
Put the Caddy up, Start the 3 wheel benz
Hyper white lights, ultra violet lens
Suma tuma tires and they gotta be run flat
T.V. where the horn go, boy can you top that ?
I'ma show you some shit when you press that button
The trunk went Eh-eh and all of a sudden
4 15's didnt see no wire's, and then i heard boom from the amplifiers
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause i'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but im hood rich da dada dada da
Let me slide in the Benz with the fished out fins
Impala Loud pipes, Drinkin that Hen
Its the birdy birdy man ill do it again
In the Cadilac truck 24's with 10's
Lookin at my Gucci its about that time
6 bad broads flyin in at 9
New suburban truck with the porno showin'
Up and down and up they go and
Bodies on the Roadster Lexus You know with that hard top beamer
Mommy thats your truck
Im coming up the hood been lovely
New shoes on the whip and i wake up the bubbley
30 lex with convertible top
the rims keep spinnin every time i stop
I got a superman benz that i scored from shaq
With a old school Caddy with a diamond in the back
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
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[18 Oct 2004|09:07pm] |
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have you ever felt that life really is just a bitch?
what about this one...have you ever noticed that when bad things happen, they happen in groups?
yeah well, thats pretty much my life at the moment, i mean things were going sooo well for a while,
and now things just kinda suck ass, its not really even like a bunch of bad things are happening, that happened already,
and i believe the worst is over, but right now, things are just BLAH, and i am bored/unhappy with how life is going
drama (both kinds) sucks ass, and its getting to a point where i am just going to give up....
i hate to say it but thats honestly the truth, and no i dont mean anything extreme like
suicide or anything retarded like that, i just mean that i am going to stop trying to make things better
because i know right now that is they dont get better things will just get worse, so i am trying to fix them
but sadly, so far, my attempt is failling kind of miserably, and i just need things to change, i just hope things will
work themselves out so that i dont have to try as hard.
well ya i gotta go, some else is calling to yell at me for being a bitch
peace,
-nat
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[15 Oct 2004|09:17am] |
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Every Breath You Take by The Police
Every breath you take and every move you make
Every bond you break, every step you take
I'll be watchin' you
Every single day and every word you say
Every game you play, every night you stay
I'll be watchin' you
Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart breaks
With every step you take
Every move you make and every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake
I'll be watchin' you
Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night, I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep cryin', baby, baby, please
Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart breaks
With every step you take
Every move you make and every vow you break
Every smile you fake, every claim you stake
I'll be watchin' you
Every move you make, every step you take
I'll be watchin' you
I'll be watchin' you
(every breath you take, every move you make,
every bond you break, every step you take)
I'll be watchin' you
(every single day, every word you say,
every game you play, every night you stay)
I'll be watchin' you
(every move you make, every vow you break,
every smile you fake, every claim you stake)
I'll be watchin' you
(every single day, every word you say,
every game you play, every night you stay)
I'll be watchin' you
(every breath you take, every move you make,
every bond you break, every step you take)
I'll be watchin' you
(every single day, every word you say,
every game you play, every night you stay)
I'll be watchin' you
(every move you make, every vow you break,
every smile you fake, every claim you stake)
I'll be watchin' you
(every single day, every word you say,
every game you play, every night you stay)
I'll be watchin' you
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my song of the day
Caring is Creepy
The Shins
I think i'll go home and mull this over
Before i cram it down my throat
At long last it's crashed, the colossal mass
Has broken up into bits in my moat.
Lift the mattress off the floor
Walk the cramps off
Go meander in the cold
Hail to your dark skin
Hiding the fact you're dead again
Undeneath the power lines seeking shade
Far above our heads are the icy heights that contain all reason
It's a luscious mix of words and tricks
That let us bet when you know we should fold
On rocks i dreamt of where we'd stepped
And the whole mess of roads we're now on.
Hold your glass up, hold it in
Never betray the way you've always known it is.
One day i'll be wondering how
I got so old just wondering how
I never got cold wearing nothing in the snow.
This is way beyond my remote concern
Of being condescending
All these squawking birds won't quit.
Building nothing, laying bricks
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[07 Oct 2004|08:43pm] |
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i really dont update very often do i? well here goes i dont really know what to say
i really feel like this whol livejournal thing is really overrated and not really worth it anymore,
i hate when people say that, if they really felt that way wouldnt they just stop updating?, so i apologize, i just
get bored with the whole thing sometimes but ya, school sucks ass but what can you do?
well, i honestly dont know what to say, o wait but i would just like share something with you all
(jordan frand if you are reading this then you will understand why i found this soo funny/repulsive)
a few weeks ago jacqui chloe and i were walking in westwood back to jacquis house after having dinner,
when we encountered a midgit
riding a scooter
very quickly
wearing a sports coat
with the sides of the coat portruding out
and they looked like little wings
that is all
mull that one over
i love you all
<333
nat
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[28 Sep 2004|09:26pm] |
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in the waiting line; Zero 7 |
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have you ever had one of those days where death isnt really lookin too bad?
ya well hey i had one today, this entire day was fucking shit and i am sooo ready to die,
and i really feel as if i am on the brink of a nervous breakdown......i am shaking
incontrolabley and i hate everyone that i talk to, or associate with
please somebody help me
i am truly having some horrible problems emotionally
i am extremely depressed and i have no idea wut to do
as much as i want to be happy i just cant and that is the worst feeling in the entire world
bye
nat
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[19 Sep 2004|08:45pm] |
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yo everybody, wuts up?................i am incredibly bored and am on the verge of death, help me, you cant though hahahaha omg i am retarded, ya so peace out!
wow this was like the shortest update ever
<33
natalie
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[12 Sep 2004|07:07pm] |
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hey guys, check out this song its sooo good
tell me of u like it
Hay, en mi corazón, una inquietud
Hoy te veo tan distante
Hay, algo que me aleja de tu amor
De repente tú cambiaste
Hoy, insegura estoy
El estar sin ti
Sé que me hará sufrir
Anoche yo sentí, que me besaste diferente
Y me quedé, sin saber qué hacer
Yo te conozco y sé
Que algo no anda bien, ven dime la verdad
No quiero imaginar
Que fue el beso del final, ooh, ahh ooh
No, sé por qué ha cambiado tu actitud
Ojalá que todo sea un error
No quiero comprobar que te perdí
Ni que nuestro amor se acabe
Oigo una voz, que se hunde en mí
Que me vuelve a repetir
Lo que no quiero oír
Anoche yo sentí, que me besaste diferente
Y me quedé, sin saber qué hacer
Yo te conozco y sé
Que algo no anda bien, ven dime la verdad
No quiero imaginar
Que fue el beso del final
Hoy, insegura estoy
El estar sin ti
Sé que me hará sufrir
Ohhh...
Anoche yo sentí, que me besaste diferente
Y me quedé (me quedé), sin saber qué hacer
(Sin saber qué hacer)
Yo te conozco y sé (y sé conozco)
Que algo no anda bien (algo no, anda bien), ven dime la verdad
No quiero imaginar
Ahhh...ohhh...
Anoche yo sentí, que me besaste diferente
Y me quedé, sin saber qué hacer (ooh ohh)
Yo te conozco y sé (sé conozco bien)
Que algo no anda bien, ven dime la verdad
No quiero imaginar
Que fue el beso
Que fue el beso del final
Que fue el beso del final
its sooo good download it if you can!
hows school doing for all you yall??????????
pali is kinda really boring and stupid i'm sorry
<3333333333333
natalie
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oh my goodness, tomorrow is the last day of summer, its actually really sad. i had a terrific summer, despite summer school with stupid bitch ass ms.rivin!! (haha sara)(and alison i didnt forget you!)and it is soo sad to see it end, although i do really miss a lot of people who i will see on wednesday, and thats always good, the only bad thing is that
after the first day is over, things kinda just get retarded because then all the drama starts, but i guess its unavoidable O WELL!.........i also have to apologize to some people you know who you are, but just to be clear jacobeen you are definitely ont of them, i have definitely been quite a bitch to some people and i am sooo sorry, i got way too wrapped up in my life, and wuts going on, I LOVE YOU!..........but ya, so how was everybody's summers?????????? i hope that everything has gone well for everybody!!, ok well ya g2g peace!
<333
nat
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[26 Aug 2004|09:30pm] |
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Hlelo eerbdvy waht carkin rare you albe to raed tihs?
p.s. just read it like you would normally read an update.
Please rip me for typing that.
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HEY HEY HEY
wut up yall?
i am in going to be home in like
less than 48 hours!
yay
i love you all
i will call everybody
i'm excited!
peace out!
how's everybody doing????(please answer i am real curious)
o ya and has anybody been to any good shows lately???
<33333
nat
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[11 Aug 2004|03:35pm] |
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ok, well summer school ended today, thank the lord!, but as annoying and stupid as it was
it was still a good time, i have made a few new friends and gotten closer to a lot of people....
o ya and i pretty much spent my entire summer school experience with brian! we had a lot of good times
anyway, i am leaving tomorrow for 2 weeks and i just wanted to say that i will miss(natalie spelled it maiss but matt corrected it) everybody so flippin much!
but i will be back and i will see everybody....
in further news, jacqui if you are reading this just know that i am really mad.
well i have to go now but i hust hope everybody's summers are going extremely well,
and ya so bye!
much luv,
nat
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[01 Aug 2004|09:00pm] |
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this is a song that has a little bit of anger, but sometimes it is really wut u wanna do to people, cuz they make you feel like such shit.....
The last time that i saw you, august of '99,
I should've had my hammer and a few rusty spikes
To nail you on a wall and use bottles to catch your blood
And display you for the neighbors so they know your time had come.
And i'd drink your blood and feel it dripping down my throat
As it heads for my heart.
And as your body sags and the stench rises in vain,
The people on the street are collecting in dismay.
Before your eyes your head lifts towards the sky
And that's the last thing they'll remember of you.
And i'd drink your blood and feel it dripping down my throat
As it heads for my heart.
You've become a ghost.
You're floating somewhere in between
The waking world and a landscape of dreams.
Well it's nothing but dying.
You've got a grenade stuck in your teeth and you're pulling at the pin.
You're an illusion, just a shadow flickering underneath the sun.
And i'd drink your blood and feel it dripping down my throat
As it heads for my heart.
p.s.
i dont actually want to kill anyone
<3
nat
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[01 Aug 2004|08:45pm] |
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i just wanted to tell everybody that i love them.....and that my life is a complete disaster and i am sorry if i have done anything to anyone else that has hurt them in any way (you know who you are)...
<3
nat
p.s.
life sucks
p.s.s.
matt thinks he is tight, but he isnt
p.p.s.
he is kind of
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[21 Jul 2004|12:56pm] |
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yo yo yo...i really dont know wut to update....i am really over this whole live journal thing, its summer guys computers should be switched off, however, its hard to quit once you are addicted dont you agree?.........well my summer has been absolutely amazing i hope that all is well with everyone and that everyone is having the best times of their lives......i absolutely love you all! peace in the middle east!!
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